Swash waves his nimble danced around, along the coast to romp without the tired and weary. Rianti still sat on the beach, his face shrouded in a thick turmoil. Without a word, his face swollen after she knew because there was not much choice can not even vote.
Rianti remained motionless motionless silence. Now he has his regrets for all that has harbored a secret, like a dark night. Imagine, when he had to leave the young man he had been expected to be a companion of his life. "Ah ...!" Sighs Rianti which was nasal, his eyes rolled toward the dream of view of its length. If if he was able to come clean on Abi and Umi will his feelings to the young man she had loved. Ikram not have to be a companion of his life but Ikhsan that there has been convergence mood that has been saved. Ikram .... Yes, Ikram established Ikhsan of everything than her sister. Differ only in economic terms alone.
Rianti feeling increasingly troubled that must be ready or not ready to accept Ikram in his heart. Rianti could not reject the will of his parents when Ikram arrived from Jakarta just ask Rianti to Ust. Rashid to marry. Ikram established, educated, strong religion, with the consideration that Ust. Rashid accepted the proposal of a sudden Ikhsan.
* * *
Ikhsan trying to ease the feelings of his heart and he kept trying to close it tightly. He did not want to disappoint her brother who had been struggling for a happy family. He did not want her sister to know about what really happened. He just wanted to see Ikram happy with the woman he loves the Zahra Rianti even though how much he loved her. Is this a mistake? if the convergence of two human hearts and no one knows. Naturally, no one knows if they are not dating just because the feeling is to keep talking because Islam does not recognize dating.
"San .... It seems these days you're depressed?
"Kak ... Ikhsan was focused with the task Ikhsan teach at the cottage"
Ikhsan hurriedly left his brother, Ikram like seeing strange things to his sister.
The sun began to peek from the top of the hill, the light is able to break through the cracks of green leaves, small birds that continue bersimponi made more beautiful in the morning to greet the day.
Youth with a handsome and sturdy berparas walked unsteadily into a library after Tawabin Al-Fiqh lessons, he now sat between the bench neatly. His hands clenched and he sat down among the silence of the pieces cut. He tried to calm everything down in the mouth that surrounded him, he tried to ease any anger he had saved. Ikhsan like a fool who regretted not being frank about his feelings toward his brother Rianti. The hope now vanished like the swallow drizzle.
"San ... Ikhsan! silence broken by the sound has been called. He tried to lift his head and turned towards the sound origin. Ikhsan remained even he returned back menundukan head. Ikhsan raihnya shoulder at the boy who was now sitting right beside him with Ikhsan.
"San ... I know all you feel it, but if any?, If you want to come clean to your family, San!".
"Joseph ... Joseph, Suf not that easy, and it's not that easy or not, but my sister's feelings matter".
"The feeling you say! Ikhsan ... until when you have lied to them and you lie to your own feelings. If you want to be honest with your feelings and feelings Rianti ".
"But Suf ... .. if I should I say all, I destroyed my brother's dream, family Ust. Rashid, not only that Suf ...!, But I just killed them of hope ".
"Why do you have to sacrifice yourself, Ikhsan?"
"What do I sacrifice for my sister so far, no ... no I sacrifice for them"
"You do not realize the San, is the same attitude to torture yourself and you feel it".
"Enough ...! Joseph do not you poison my mind to become a murderer ".
Joseph could not say anything and he's trying to understand what really happened to his friend. Joseph left the middle Ikhsan own. The faint echoes of adzan floated serene in the towers of mosques and surau as no calls were never interrupted from time to time shouted at each other from all different places. Ikhsan shocked up the corridor from each room to the Mosque of Islamic School. Having fulfilled its obligations Ikhsan hurried home. Slammed his body on the bed, stare blankly, as if there is no trace of light that illuminated expectations.
Ikhsan surprised when the knock on her door and instantly she was shocked. "... Your brother Ikram Ikhsan waiting", a woman with a half-century age Ikhsan call at my age it is still radiating beauty added elegance by wearing a light green scarf with floral motif, "yes ... wait a minute ma'am", said from behind her bedroom Ikhsan, Ikhsan close the mirror trying to change over the sadness on his face.
"Wah ... Pak Ustad, how teaching activities today?"
"Ordinary A, yes ... as usual".
"You look so wrinkled San!"
"Ah ... okay, what I call aa something important?"
"Well San, Aa want to get married soon, tomorrow Aa back to Jakarta and three months back to hold the wedding Aa"
"Oh ...! Ikhsan face like a bright sky covered with clouds.
"Uh .... Yeah, how do you think about Rianti? ".
Ikhsan pensive for a moment to reverse the past about his feelings toward Rianti Zahra, when she had first met at boarding school's At-Tawabin Rianti Ustad Rashid's father, they come face to face when Ikhsan out of Ustad Rashid's office after he was accepted to teach at Pondok Pesantren modern. Rianti the owner's face with a beautiful eye brows decorated like a seagull wing copper red blush shyly reciprocated with his eye Ikhsan sharply, while they face and their eyes and say menundukan Istighfar.
"San ... why still, why silent?" Broke into question Ikhsan.
"On ... on ... he's good, beautiful of all, and his religion is good".
***
Dusk forcibly dragged the afternoon had left the day, night infiltrated into the gloomy gap lattice mystery, drizzly rain falling gently to blend decorate wet soil, natural aroma which struggled from dry land rush of the rain soaked wet. Dark night hold up the move, the rain subsided without any hint of memneri nature.
"Suf ... why did you bring me here?"
"San ... with me ... ..!"
"What?"
"Look at that wave, san!"
"Yes I see it, what with the waves?" Ikhsan more curious.
"Did you know?, When the waves will stop rolling, running and racing toward the shore once you count how many times he continued to race non-stop day and night?"
"What's wrong with you Joseph! I'm getting do not understand ".
"Do not understand or you're fooling yourself alone?".
Ikhsan limp and kneeling facing beaches seemed to signal that he understood had been conveyed by his nature to this. Glow from the foam and thunder of the roaring silence of the night freezing atmosphere.
"San ... you have made that decision, which I have considered how glorious you were, but the day you show how ignorant you are, Ikhsan brother, your decision to release to the Khitbah Rianti by your brother and you want your sister's happy!, You give up all hope and your dreams for your brother, but sacrifices which you give it if you're not loved and not be sincere in all circumstances ".
Ikhsan the collapsed hold him with both her hand above the sand, "I ... I ..." stammered Ikhsan and can not continued. Joseph walked over and took both shoulders Ikhsan to get up and stand.
"San, see the wave of the destiny of God, we must invest our love nature, love to loss and separation, and we should be candid with all the decisions and the will of God, equal to the wave that never complained.
Ikhsan crying and sobbing from his shoulders he drew increasingly aware with all the attitude for this.
"Where Ikhsan always tough in all circumstances and resilient of all the trials, which mengingakanku from any mistakes, which taught me about religion, worship, which led me into a better human being again".
Joseph seemed to continue endlessly to support dikala Ikhsan fragile, trying to remind dikala Ikhsan forgotten, strengthens while weak, and explains dikala Ikhsan forget, and how it should be the position of a friend.
***
Rianti bowed, her eyes still puffy before Ikhsan, Ikhsan unable to look Rianti, she tried her gaze.
"Kak Kak Ikhsan ... sorry, if I ...."
"No ... Rianti, you do not need to apologize, which do all that is not wrong, I'm proud of you, you've become a good child, child shaleha, a dutiful to parents".
"But ... brother, I have hurt my brother".
"I do not get hurt with all this, I just told you, help my sister happy, so are you happy you're too".
"Sister ... I might someday we will be together in a sacred bond".
Ikhsan leaving the company Rianti Nurul Aini, Ikhsan rushed with Joseph and Alghifari Haz. Ikhsan unable to turn round to look at the covered Rianti grief.
***
A pair of bride sitting behind the desk biting, which was witnessed by both families, relatives, friends and friends of both families as well as some invited guests who participated witness this sacred ceremony. Ikhsan sat there for Ikram to be a witness of the groom. Ikhsan continue menundukan unable to face the direction of view spread to every corner of the room. Feelings Rianti when accompanied Ikram Ikhsan present, to think Rianti crying because Ikhsan not bear to see sitting beside his brother. Ikhsan trying to strengthen his heart when the Pledge was diucapakan sacred, and all who witnessed the illegal signs that say they both have officially become husband and wife to navigate the ship vegas households, mawadhah, and warahmah.
What about the feeling Ikhsan?
Ikhsan to rigid and strengthen his heart in the face of ordeal.
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